What the f**k happened to the plan?

Wow... it's been a while. Believe me when I say that I set off with the right foot forward... but immediately Tripped myself up. Next... apologies about the widow in the title of this post. i wanted the word "f**k" in there for dramatic effect and it made the sentence longer and would not let me change the size of that particular bit... so we just have to deal with it. So look, theres a lot that goes through my head every day and a load of ideas constantly bouncing around... I just need a better structure to implement them. Or alternatively get better at shelving them on purpose... basically saying no to myself. I don't want to add to the sea of ADHD complainers on the internet. I've never let that define me, because I have never seen it as a problem. I've always seen it as an advantage. The benefit is I can handle A LOT at once, I think quick and act fast and I'm a badass multitasker. Downside is I loose interest fast and get distracted easily lol Which is what happened here. "oooh I'm gonna write a regular blog"...writes two posts...forgets it exists.

The next issue is the longer I leave that next post the bigger the "problem" seems and the more I procrastinate taking action again. Anyway... I remebered. So I'm here... and I think I actually have some sort of direction for everything which should in theory help my consistency in the written blog... and Youtube? This is step one. Again. So... stick around... more coming very soon Dil